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He opened the front door, slammed it behind him and threw himself on the sofa. He started crying. This was totally unlike him but he was so distraught he didn’t care.
Amy came running down the stairs. She knew as soon as she heard Syn come through the door that something was wrong and she had a feeling she knew what it was. She walked over and sat down beside him on the couch. She put her hand on his but his just shrugged it off and turned his back on her. Her fears were true. Zacky had told him.
“Look babe, we never meant it to happen.” Amy said.
Syn turned round and looked at her. He had tears streaming down his face. Amy had never seen him like this ever, she doubted that anyone had.
“How the fuck could you do it to me? After what you were saying, what half an hour ago. That was a load of bullshit you were just covering up. You didn’t want me to find out.” Syn said on the brink of shouting.
“I was going to tell you I swear. I was waiting for the right time and I didn’t want you to react like this.” Amy said starting to feel scared. She knew Syn had a short temper and would often lash out at things. He’d never hurt her but she didn’t want this to be the time he did.
“I love you so much. And I thought you loved me until 10 minutes ago. Why did you do it? Do you not love me anymore?” Syn said calming down again.
“It’s not that. And you know it. I love you more than anything in the world. We were drunk and it was never meant to happen. I knew as soon as we had it was a stupid thing to do and If I could turn back time believe me I would. I hate myself for this. And I don’t know why I did it myself so I can’t explain…”
“But I need a fucking explanation. I want to know why you went and fucked my best friend.” Syn butted in.
“I can’t explain….i wish I could, but I….” Amy started but Syn butted in
“Fuck this, I can’t be fucked anymore.” He got up and walked over to his drinks cabinet. He grabbed the full bottle of Jack Daniels, slung his coat over his shoulders and walked out the door. Slamming it behind.
Amy didn’t want him to do anything stupid, but she knew if she had said anything then he would have only got even angrier. She curled herself up on the sofa and cried. How could she get Syn to realize she hated herself for it as much as he did? She never wanted it to happen and she’d never wanted to hurt Syn.
Meanwhile Syn had walked to the suburbs of the town and sat down on a park bench. Taking the occasional gulp of Jack Daniels. He just needed some time to think.
2 days went by. Amy had no idea of where Syn was or what he would have done. But she had a feeling he wouldn’t do anything stupid. There was other people, asides her, that needed him and wouldn’t want him to do anything stupid. She had done nothing for the past 2 days. Just sat and cried for most of it. She was just sat on the sofa in the same place as she was when Syn walked out when she heard the front door open. She turned to see Syn stood there. His hair was a mess. His eyeliner all over his face and un-shaven. He walked over to her and sat beside her.
“I’ve been thinking.” He started. “I acted stupidly the other day, and I’m truly sorry for that and for walking out and not letting you know where I was going. But I needed some space to think. I want to forgive you. I am willing to forgive you as long as you swear that you will never do it again.” He said.
“I promise baby, it was never meant to happen in the first place and I wish that it had never happened. I never wanted to hurt you and I promise I never will again. I love you more than anything in the world and you know I would do anything for you.” She leaned over and kissed Syn. He liked this. He knew both of them had been in the wrong and he liked the fact they were able to work through it. He knew all that was over now. Well he thought it was……
